Last night, a kid in my class ('08) killed himself. Supposedly, he took his car and drove a few hours away, then he somehow collided head on with a green truck.
Also, my boyfriend's dog of 8 years also died last night. So, when I walked into school this morning, I was already a little sad. Well, I wasn't prepared for what happened next. At first, everything seemed normal, but then I saw a girl I know and my teach crying in the hallway. I figured something must have happened, but then I saw that there were groups of people in the hallway crying. I was like, oh crap who died now?
You see, last in March, a girl of '07 was killed in a crash, then two-three weeks later, another kid, this one of '09 was killed. So, you can imagine how it was for the friends of those two to come face to face with another death.
The first hour of school was one in almost complete silence. I felt bad, because I had not really known the kid and what I did know, I didn't really like. As the day went on though, the atmosphere became less tense and what not.
It makes me so upset, that kids can't be careful in cars these days. All three of them were killed in an automobile accident. Even though the kids last night was intentional, it's still not right. What makes me the most upset, was the other two that were killed, were the only ones killed in the accidents. The accidents were caused by reckless drivers, but neither of the people driving were seriously injured. The one driver had a neck brace for a while, but a broken neck can heal. The pain of having someone be gone forever can't.

So, I guess the point of this post is, be careful when you are driving. Always pay attention to your surroundings and don't think, that can't happen to me, because it can and it will. Also, if you are so depressed that you feel dying is the only way out, please spare the ones who love you, by going and getting help. You will be glad that you did.

I'm bored, so I am finding some entertainment in jokes. I found some good ones. So, I decided to share. Now, you must realize I did not type these. So, the spelling and grammar aren't the best.

Theres a little boy at home and he hears his parents arguing in there room and from his dad he hears the words bitch and tits so the little boy asks the dad what they mean and so the dad lied to him and he said bitch means girl because your mom is a girl and tits mean coat because she forgot her coat when she left the house and then the little boy heres his mom say bastard and balls and he asks her what that means and she said bastard means boy because thats what your dad is and balls means hat because he forgot it today when he went to work
The next day its thanksgiving and the little boy is in the bathroom with his dad while his dad was shaving and his dad cuts himself with the blade and says shit and the little boy asks the dad what does shit mean and the dad tells him its another word for shaving so the little boy goes downstairs to find his mom in the kitchen stuffing the turkey and she drops it on the floor and says fck and the little kid asks her what fck means and she says its another word for stuffing
so the little boy is watching tv and he hears the doorbell so he opens it up and it is his relatives coming to visit so the little boy says "hi you bastards and bitches you can hang your balls and tits in the closet my dads upstairs shitting and my mom is in the kitchen fcking the turkey".

It was entertainment night at the Senior Center and the Amazing Claude was
topping the bill. People came from miles around to see the famed hypnotist
do his stuff.

As Claude went to the front of the meeting room, he announced, "Unlike most hypnotists who invite two or three people up here to be put into a trance, I intend to hypnotize each and every member of the audience."

The excitement was almost electric as Claude withdrew a beautiful antique
pocket watch from his coat.

"I want you each to keep your eye on this antique watch. It's a very special
watch. It's been in my family for six generations."

He began to swing the watch gently back and forth while quietly chanting,
"Watch the watch, watch the watch, watch the watch..."

The crowd became mesmerized as the watch swayed back and forth, light
gleaming off its polished surface.

Hundreds of pairs of eyes followed the swaying watch, until, suddenly, it
slipped from the hypnotist's fingers and fell to the floor, breaking into a
hundred pieces.

............"SHIT!" said the Hypnotist......

It took three days to clean up the Senior Center.

Two guys are bungee-jumping one day. The first guy says to the second. "You know, we could make a lot of money running our own bungee-jumping service in Mexico." The second guy thinks this is a great idea, so the two pool their money and buy everything they'll need - a tower, an elastic cord, insurance, etc. They travel to Mexico and begin to set up on the square. As they are constructing the tower, a crowd begins to assemble. Slowly, more and more people gather to watch them at work. The first guy jumps. He bounces at the end of the cord, but when he comes back up, the second guy notices that he has a few cuts and scratches. Unfortunately, the second guy isn't able catch him, he falls again, bounces and comes back up again. This time, he is bruised and bleeding. Again, the second guy misses him. The first guy falls again and bounces back up. This time, he comes back pretty messed up - he's got a couple of broken bones and is almost unconscious. Luckily, the second guy finally catches him this time and says, "What happened? Was the cord too long?" The first guy says, "No, the cord was fine, but what the heck is a 'pinata'?"

there are three babys and they all get shot when they was young but they all survive, later when they are older, 1 of the babys goes to the toilet and has a poo and a bullet comes out, so he goes to his mum and says "mummy mummy" and she replies "what" he says " i went to the toilet had a poo and a bullet came out" she replies " yes because you was shot when you was younger" so, the second baby goes to toilet has a poo and a bullet comes out so he goes to his mum and says "mummy mummy" and she replies "what" he says " i went to the toilet had a poo and a bullet came out" she replies " yes because you was shot when you was younger" so, the third baby goes up to his mum and says "mummy mummy" she says "let me guess you went to the toilet and a bullet came out" he replies " no i farted and shot the dog"

It hit -17 today. I just thought I should say that.

I wrote a poem, but I'm only going to put up a little bit of it, because I can and because that is how I feel.

Inside it seems I'm never happy,
My life to me is pretty crappy.
I hide my tears of pain and sorrow,
Hoping for a better tomorrow.

No one knows how I really feel,
This pain in side, shall it heal?
I put on a smile while people are near,
Rejection of them is something I fear.

The rest I wrote to a special friend.

Today in one of my classes a girl who is starting to talk to me a lot lately, told me that I read a lot of books. I told her that I don't really have anything else to do with my time. Then, she asked me if I ever hang out with friends. In the few seconds after she asked me that I thought about how many few friends I really do have to do stuff with. It kind of made me sad. Well anyways, I answered her by saying that I don't like people. She was surprised by my answer. She then asked "You don't like people?" I answered by saying that I dont like stupid people. This is kind of a disadvantage to me, because almost everyone I've ever met in this town is stupid.